I have realized that just when you think life is wonderful and nothing could go wrong, everything does. As I review how I felt last August, I wonder how so much has changed. The only thing I was worried about was my back and working for the first time during the school year.
Life doesn't wait for you to think you are ready for a new challenge. It just dumps it on you. I'm still not sure how in the world I have made it through all of the ups and downs of life. A month ago I was the happiest I had ever been and so happy with where I was in life. Now I'm not so sure.
I have realized how little control I have over my life. Yes I have the ability to make choices, but I can't control the choices of others. Now once again I have no idea where life is headed. The choice I make in the next month or so will determine my life for the next couple of years. Interships vs living abroad vs going a mission. I'll reiterate my statement from last post that I hate decisions. All I can do is be thankful that the Lord will help me make the right choice if I listen carefully.
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Indeed He will! And it's comforting to know that the Lord allows challenges to come into your life because He knows you can handle it. :) (I think I needed that reminder too right now...)
ReplyDeleteThe Lord dies guide us...all we have to do is listen! I had a hard time with listening about 2 years ago...but I did listen and I couldn't be happier! The rough times just make the good times that much better! :) Just remember that...and "Find joy in the Journey" like a very wise man once said. :)
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